Travis says I'm not ok...He is basing this opinion on this past week.
But I'm leaving it in your hands; you decide...
Am I ok???
Missed my father in laws B-day on Tuesday, flaked on friends to watch Idol because
I was feeling "emotional"
Wednesday: Worked, went to coffee with a friend!! Found my very first ever gray hair on my head...cried over it, felt old
Thursday: worked, cried in bathroom for 15 minutes (at work), went to lunch with my mom, sobbed on the way home from work, while explaining to Travis that I was fine...
Found $7 in my lab coat at work & cried about it...
Friday: Worked, got mad because I had to get gas, went home, then went to Travs Grandpas house to "help" pack & have pizza..Got mad because Travs brother Trent got a brand new car that his parents co-signed for...
Saturday: went to swap meet, went to Daves (my brother) last concert; got mad cuz we were early; got mad at everything
Sunday: Church, laid around in the heat
Monday: Found second gray hair..laughed about it (queitly dying inside)
I think this points to the obvious, I AM FINE!! QUITE NORMAL, ACTUALLY!
YOU DECIDE
Jeremiah 29:11 The Message I'll show up and take care of you as I promised and bring you back home. I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.
Philippians 4:8-9
whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
1 comment:
well...my diagnosis is that you are seeing all of the bad things in life... ok maybe not bad but the small things that might make you mad or just frustrate you. You don't know what to do with all of these feelings and a way to get them out is to cry about it. I think that you should talk to someone about it.... possibly Jesus. See He knows what your feeling and the best part is you don't even have to explain it to Him. He just knows! I personally find comfort in this fact. Take a moment and look at all of the things that God has blessed you with. Actually why don't you take a look at your last entry. See how much joy and love there was in it. it is so easy to let the small things get you off of your high, i know. Your on your cloud and seemingly invincible and then bam, satan knocks you down. Don't let him win. You are much stronger than that because you have God's strength, which is stronger than any other force out there!
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